i haven’t been writing for the last few months. actually its been almost a year. life’s been a little crazy lately. life certainly becomes more illuminated when my thoughts are typed out. writing is such a beautiful way of letting yourself know what you can’t think out loud. i get so upset with myself for letting a hectic lifestyle take away from my time to write. as of late, i’ve been looking back way too much. at the past that is and it’s been drowning me mentally. some days i feel so suffocated and lost for words. a feeling of being overly exhausted from nothing. as if the past isn’t bad enough, i even exhaust myself with the what ifs, the complete negative by products of the past. anyway, i’m not going to let the past affect my relationship with my future. so i’m finally letting go.
never look back. always look ahead.