how to stay creative.
how to stay creative.
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love . hope . faith
i haven’t been writing for the last few months. actually its been almost a year. life’s been a little crazy lately. life certainly becomes more illuminated when my thoughts are typed out. writing is such a beautiful way of letting yourself know what you can’t think out loud. i get so upset with myself for letting a hectic lifestyle take away from my time to write. as of late, i’ve been looking back way too much. at the past that is and it’s been drowning me mentally. some days i feel so suffocated and lost for words. a feeling of being overly exhausted from nothing. as if the past isn’t bad enough, i even exhaust myself with the what ifs, the complete negative by products of the past. anyway, i’m not going to let the past affect my relationship with my future. so i’m finally letting go.
never look back. always look ahead.
is it crazy to drop everything you have and all you know to start over? i once read pseudo-cide was something a lot of people in the world do. have you heard of it? it simply means you disappear from everything and start anew. i feel like i want to do something like that…i’m my very own kind of crazy.
Who is the only one keeping the Secret?
shoo….
se . cret |ˈsēkrit| adjective: not known or seen or not meant to be known or seen by others : how did you guess I had a secret plan? | the resupply effort was probably kept secret from Congress.• [ attrib. ] not meant to be known as such by others : a secret drinker.• fond of or good at keeping things about oneself unknown : he can be the most secret man.• (of information or documents) given the security classification above confidential and below top secret.
is it really a kept secret? i’ve always wonder, why have secrets when in the end, everyone silently knows. is it that hard to keep your mouth on the hush? does it feel better to release the secret and exude from the exhaustion it gives you from holding on to it? everybody knows the secret now silly, just because nobody says anything doesn’t mean nobody knows. in fact, everyone one knows. it is always best to remain silent then to shares your secrets with those you adore only to know they’ve let you down. xoxo
at 11:11 last night. i hope someday i can say this to the one person i love every day and night. <3